MY 4YEARS ENDED, THANKFUL ~

i know i shld do photo spam, but sorry! th photos are not send to me yet!
4years of my secondary life have come to an end.
everything seems like it just happen ytd, me wearing YCKSS uniform stepping in th first time.
recall back, sec1 was full of nonsensical fights but th most enjoyable one.
at least we don't know how to think tht time.
till today, 4years pass. time do fly. over th years, it really make me grow.
from th sec1 immature fights to sec3 real fights to sec4 letting go.
the during sec1 I remember there was once where everyone don't friend me, & I was all alone,
tht was th moment I told myself I got to be who I really am& be strong.
to sec3 when I got into all sorts of fight over girls gossiping& stuff w my close friend.
till today, where I learn to be more mature.
thou this 4years wasn't a good one but at least at a memorable one.
the 4years of memories given by everyone of you will be kept deep in my heart.
I'm sure I will miss everyone of you. even some are really not worth of it.
but I will, I guess I will always recall back th stupid stuff we did & smile to myself.
thanks for everything you guys have ever done for me,
thanks for th fun & joyous moment you guys give me,
thanks for this whole 4years.
THANSKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND <3

& now thanks giving time for th year.
thanks giving to those who make something out of my life this year,
thank giving for what have been happening this whole year.
gonna be a super super super long post.
just bear w me ok? pretty please.

this whole year have been up & down for me.
it isnt easy at all. i got friends in & out,
fights everywhere, this & tht. but im glad im ending this whole year
so nicely. thinking back, im really greatful. greatful being who i am.
i just wanna thank everyone who been in my life for this year.

*just find your name alright, unless you are tht bored to read all.
*i only type those who i have in my phone contact, so if you are not in tell me!
*i only type those who i need to thank for th year. (:

amalina: hello dear! thanks for being here for me this whole year,
whenever im down or what you will be there giving me strenght.
telling me to cheer up, asking if im ok or not. sending me caring textes,
teaching me maths & stuff. i miss all th morning chats w you.
thanks for being sucha awesome friend of mine. thanks for this whole year! <3
thou we have never been really close but I'm really thankful to know you.
all th best for your sec5!!! work hard to achieve your goal. I WILL MISS YOU ):

amanda: aww baby, you know i love you more than a love song. haha!
thanks for being sucha awesome friend luhh! caring & joke-y.
always having way to make me smile & laugh like mad. really enjoy time spend w you.
was rather sad when we were apart when school started but how awesome we got
close again when holiday arrive! nice luhh <3 i really love time spend w you.
endless topic, endless laughter. no worries, no trouble. <3
if i make it up to sec5 lets keep our promise 7.15am outside school meet! (before I got my result type de)
seems like it impossible le, but it's ok. I know we will meet up often de!!
thanks for th 3years of joy you gave me, THANKYOU BABY <333333

angela: hey dearest! you pretty lil girl, thanks for all th fun times we had.
th short & simple but awesome outing! you will always be there asking if im ok,
when i look down or what. thanks for th lil concern given, i feel th love.
i promise to go out w you before holiday end & i will remember this. also,
work hard for your sec5 ok? you know it's impt for you. JIAYOU ^^
must meet up w me often ok? thanks for th 4years!!!! <3

cassandralim: *pinch* hello cute girl!!! thanks for being th wonderful friend of mine.
i will always keep th long msg you send me tht time after zun event.
tht msg was really really sweet can! you will always concern me, always try to entertain me.
eventhou sometimes i will left you out or stuff but you will still always listen to me crap when i want to, thankyou <3
lets go out togther someday (not for idol!).

chanelle: hello dear, thou it isnt v.long since i know you but at least we have memories tht only belong to us, our fail interview, haha!
was still really excited to work w you, in th end... haix! haha, but still i had an good day w you.
also, every single time chasing idol w you is a nice one. i dont have trouble chasing w you unlike chasing w others. i enjoy it ^^
thanks for th infos you have given me this year! also th concern you gave me when i rant on twitter. thanks alot!
hopefully we get into th same ite, & get closer from there! ~ <3 lets go out again soon!

clifford: YOYO JJTAN!!!! bestf ah, i know to you im not your bestf cors to you everyone is equally well lorh.
but to me you are really impt & you are really my bestf ok! dont let this degrade horh!!!!!
haha, thanks for th concern this past 1year.
thou i got to know you only this year but you have been a really awesome awesome friend this year. i swear!!!
you always acc me whenever i need someone.
always cheer me up when im down. helping me when im "bullied". thanks alot.
all th concern & care you gave me i feel it. really!!! & is all kept in my heart.
if 1day i wont chase idol le, i will still remember times when i chase w you.
those awesome night we help others queue. those shiokness of us gaga-ing.
thanks alot alot!!!! you are 1 of my best-est friend. thankyou!! <33

desmond: hello brother!!! :) i really really miss you.
whenever i see your name or what it will bring me to last year, how close we are as a clique. haha!
miss time hanging out w you guys at carpark, miss time we go fighting over lame stuff.
this year we are in a different class, it will pull our friendship apart.
we become more & more stranger to each other. cannot k! we must be as close as before.
so let meet up sooon!!!!!! & work hard for your private next year ^^ haha!
you are still an awesome brother i could ever had <33 I will not forget my promise of birthday present to you.
wait ok! wait till I reach th age. JIAYOU FOR NEXT YEAR. must not forget me horh!

gina: hey tay! this year is really a tiring year for us. a really really tiring year for us.
we fight we patch, we fight we patch. see how we got so sick & eventually stop all connection & how we got back again.
for now, im thankful! im thankful for you, im thankful! ^^ let th past be th past.
cherish th future & mark a better one to our friendship.
work hard at ite, let's meet up often k? :)

geraldine: darling uh darling!!!! i miss you luhh!!! :(
thou i know you like less than a year but you have been really a great darling to me!
you lend me money to go out, treat me dinner & stuff. always super super caring to me.
you make me feel really really loved at all times!!!! like my real sister!! i love you ok!! <3
thanks for this less than half a year, year. your concern, your care, your love & all! thankyou!!! <3
you are a friend im greatful to know. thankyou <33

jacqy: yes, you!!! stop being stress & emo!!! must be happygoluck, i know how you face for your prob,
if you were me you will know i really know you. cors my prob is 10times worst than you. so dont emo ok? :)
trust me, give yourself a break when you need. dont tell me you no time le, try!
you didnt try before & keep giving yourself stress will only make things worst. so try to take things easy ok?
promise me! & thankyou for this year, how i got to know you is really stupid lorh. haha!
but i love all th outing w you, all th kbox session. <3
thanks for always concerning me, caring for me, loving me, feeding so much honey <3
thankyou! thanks for all th warm hug, thankyou <3 thanks alottt!!!!! <33
we still have K session before my holiday end ok? :)

jiarui: zibiboy!!! first time saying hi to you from my blog ^^
thanks for always listening to my crap, thanks for being my listening ear from th day you know me.
thanks for being so nice to me thou you are sometimes boring lorh. LOL! but really a nice person, really nice ^^
had an enjoyable night out w you. thou is nothing but I just can't help smiling th whole night, HA!
thanks for th most ex present you ever give, my one of th most ex present received. ^^
thanks for being my listening year for this past 1year (:

jiawen: finally your turn miss zibi queen!!! like you know you have change & th change is really too much for me.
cors we know each other like since when? since ...... N1?!!! hahaha,
see how you grow & see how you change (sound super mother lorh) LOL, so yah.
i know it isnt for you sometimes to take it as nothing happen before, but i do see how you become stronger.
really, im proud of you. i see how you change for a better also for a worst some way or another,
i dont want to judge you by saying i prefer th which you. you choose yourself but ofcors,
some changes in you make me feel really happy & proud.
thou you always get angry w me but im always glad to have you as my sister! no joke, always glad!! <3
& im thankful & greatful for tht too! work hard when you are in ite ok? let's ace top 5% in school together!!!! JIAYOU ^^
thanks for this whole year! th concern you gave me when im down, th times when you choose to stand by my side,
th times when i go overboard but you choose to let it off & continue being my friend, th times when we have laughter& stuff.
thanks alot!! <333333

jolene: baby!!! its yours! 1stly!!! please, send me th photos please. im despo for it!!!!!
next, thanks alot!! *90degree bow* thanks alot of being part of my life.
thanks alot for lending me money w/o even asking or thinking when i need it.
thanks for being th listening ear of mine, thanks for everything!!!!! why is god so nice to me? he gave me you.
idk why but i really think god send you to my side to protect me lorh. thankyou!!! <3
what you have done for me i will never be able to repay you! thanks alot!!! <3
im really thankful to have you in my life. thanks alot!!! ^^
work hard for your Olevel is a big big lap for you. don't let your 1year go down th drain,
JIAYOUUUU! next year don't forget to meet me up still uh. THANKYOU <3

karwei: i wont leave you out de. i know i still own you 1 gongcha, i will meet up when i have th time ok?
im really sorry for th delay uh. thanks for standing up for me when im bullied, thanks for concering me when im down.
thanks for all th stuff you have done for me, i will remember it de!
it awesome how we chat under my blk all th time, like endless topic lorh. haha! lets meet up soon ok? :)
thankyouv.much karwei for being in my life as my bestf! thankyou <3
ALL TH BEST for your sec5 life. I know you can do it de :) ring me up whenever you come over to my blk k?
we will still meet up often! ^^ THANKYOU <3

peishing: shingshing!!!! i miss you super duper badly!!! you are th one i miss most. no joke!!!!
why you drift apart from me? but also good.
i can see how stress you are w us & how carefree you are w them,
but you really slack down alot after being w them.
please, work hard for exams & stuff ok?
dont let me dissappointed or i will knock you on your head man!!! please meet me soon!!! <3
& thanks for always being my listening ear thou we are no longer togther! thankyou!!! <33
work hard in ite, cors you know tht place isn't th place you shld belong too. must meet me up soon yea?
THANKYOU SHING <3

phelicia: hello phe!!! haha, thou I just know you for like less than a year? but have always been a greatf!!!
do you know you are really funny too? haha! you often have ways to make me laugh.
you listen to my probs & give me useful advice. thanks alot!!!! ^^
I know sometime you feel treated badly, but it's ok. you know you have me *(winkwink)*
like you say true friend have few can le, if she worthy, then all th endure is worth it de k?
don't think abt it, just ignore can le. anytime you wanna rant can call me. I'm only 8digit away...
THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND OF MINE <3

priscilla: szb ni hao! haha, can't get over how crazy you are. really!!!
but you have been so so awesome this whole of 2years while we are in th same class.
you always joke around, always try to make everyone so bonded & happy.
you have been so cheerful always & ofcors szb always also....
but really a goodf anyone can ask for. thankyou ^^
you know something? when you are sad it really make other feel super sour heart too leh.
so stay cheerful& happy ok? :) work hard for sec5!!!!
we will meet up someday de right? :)

qianning: hello small one!!! thanks for being with me this past 1year.
you have always been a really good listening ear. thou you can't gimme any nice advice but still awesome!
always there for me when im down, giving strength to stand up again.
I love time spending with you too. you are like trouble free, being with you make me feel trouble free too.
I know I often left you out cors I can't mix well w people who ain't high,
but please know tht you are always impt in my heart ok?
I will never forget how you text me everyday when I'm having my Nlevel.
sorry tht I didn't make it up, sorry tht I fail you. but I promise, I will work hard for next year.
please don't let unhappy stuff bug you, anything I will be here to be your listening ear too!!! love you <33

qinghui: shock anot? you're name is in too!!! ^^ anyway, thanks for being so nice to me in DHfamily.
your hyper can always make me forget my probs. I will remember every single things you have once told me.
esp those tht teaches me abt not being emo etc ~ thanks for all th concern given this whole year,
it's really great being part of th family. sorry if sometimes I'm way too annoying.
thanks for those couraging moments. THANKYOU <3

sandy: my super super lost sister!!!!! have you have an idea how much I miss you?
I ask you out but you can't make it :( please meet me soon alright!!!! I'm really wondering how has life become for you.
but thru your fb, it seems like its better now? I can see tht you are happier now.
how I wish I can be like you now. I'm really touched whenever you text me to concern me despite we don't meet up anymore.
you let me know you didn't forget me, you always give me advice which is super useful.
thou we don't meet up anymore but you still care for me likea mother, no change!
I MISS YOU, I REALLY REALLY DO!!!! :( meet me soon alright?! <33

seraphina: hey dear, you sweet one. thanks for being so nice to me this year.
you always care for me, stand by me, trust me, help me.
I know we ain't close as last time anymore, & I let you down way too much last time.
but I'm glad you found your true friends, & friends whom can keep you smiling everyday.
but don't ever throw me aside uh, you know we are still sister afterall <3
please work hard for sec5! we must meet up still alright? thanks for this whole year <3

shevon: girl ah girl, you know your lil missy character really have to change,
but still yu are a greatf I could ever have, REALLY!! you gave me concern when I'm down,
you worry for me, you stand by me when I'm alone, you help me, & give me infos,
w/o you I guess I can never get into chasing idol industry to easily. haha,
I will never forget times we spend together laughing, joking. it's really awesome!!! ^^
& how anxious you are for my result, how you concern me when you know I didn't make it.
awww, & those h2h talk tht night. afterall, i still love you ok?
please work hard for your Olevel next year. don't regret like me. THANKS FOR THIS YEAR <3

sofea ridziqa: hello CANDYD!!! why have we drift apart so much?
I miss how we meet up every sat last year, why now we don't meet up? :( must go out soon k? :)
thanks for those random concern you gave me whenever I'm down,
those awesome time we had at history class. I love how hyper you are during sec1 but you have been really emo nowadays.
please find th old sofea back, cheer up!!! ^^ you know no matter what you have us,
let's work hard at ite, JIAYOUUU & meet me uh!!! THANKYOU <3

valerie: after so many typing, finally it's you turn,
guess yours will be th longest among all uh.
first of all, thousand & thousand of thankyou!!! *(90degree big bow)*
no matter how many thankyou I say it's never enough, really!!!! do you have any idea how thankful I am?
V.V.V.X100000000000000 THANKFUL TO HAVE YOU!!!! <333333
this whole of 4years in my secondary life, you're th only one who have never ever leave me.
you have always been by my side whenever I need you,
listening to me crap, telling me it's ok, letting me know I have you no matter what,
someone whom know all my secret, someone whom I tell everything too,
thanks for being my listening ear,
thanks for trusting me,
thanks for standing by my side whenever I need you,
thanks for all th concern given,
thanks for all th fun time,
thanks for everything you have ever done for me,
thanks for this 4years,
most impt.....
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!! <3333333333
you will be th one I miss most after I leave my secondary, I swear!!!!
please work hard for your sec5, I know you will. MUST ACE IT!!!! I believe you can do it,
JIAYOU VALERIE, don't ever forget me, & meet me up whenever you can.
I will always be here fo you, despit being at different school from now on.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER DOEN FOR ME!!!!! THANKYOUV.V.V.V.V.MUCH!!!!!
I LOVE YOU VALLZM <333333333333333333333333333333333333

xiaoyan: hello xiaoyan!!!!! thanks for this whole half a year, ^^
th first time I saw you I was like "eewe, look damn dao..." but turn out, you are fucking friendly!!!!
but have always been there of r me to ask this & tht, esp when I need someone out.
Im so so sorry for last min back out tht time, & I remember I own you a meal!!!! /:
thanks alot for being there when I need someone ^^ let's meet up soon <3

Xuee: someone I can't miss out, YOU! hey dear,
thanks for being my listening ear for anger, everytime I'm so so angry I will call you up & start ranting!!!!
I know I'm annoying, but you always try to endure my fuck up temper & hear me rant.
your laughter can always make me laugh together, chatting w you for just shortly 10min all my anger can be gone.
thanks for all th enduring phone calls. ^^
love how both of us get high whenever we attend D's event. you know, I know he worth it!!!!! <3
all I want to say is thankyou <33 ignore people who come in your life & shit,
anytime you not happy call me, I can make you feel better thru phone call too.
remember I'm always here, & remember this "happiness is easy".

yinxiang: girl uh, you are th one whom I worried th most.
please have more positive mindset k?
you have always been super super caring too me,
you make me feel damn damn loved you know!!!
thanks alot!!!! always sending me textes to ask me cheerful & stuff.
Aww, I'm really touched!!!
whenever I need you, you have been there, so same here,
whenever you need me, I will be here ok? :)
please don't ask me stupid stuff like "are we still friends" anymore or I really will knock your head.
& please please please be more high!!!! ^^
THANKYOU FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE <333

finally I'm some typing this super long post,
IM THANKFUL FOR EACH & EVERYONE WHO CAME IN MY LIFE,
BEEN THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEED SOMEONE.
really really thankful <33333333